我想，我是一个在画布前失语的人，我要由我的绘画代我言说。
可能每一位绘画者都是这样的，每一幅画都是在这样怪异的逻辑下生产出来的：绘画者——语塞者，同时也可能是语痴。但当他立在画布前，他会顿时失语，他会感到每一句话都不能准确言讲。这种积在心里的言语是不能表演﹑不能弹唱的。只能假借画笔言说。
其实，我想说的也不只是一幅画﹑一句话；也不只是一个古来即有的故事；也不仅是一只会耍棒的猴子。我希望说一则“故事加我”的新故事；一个每个时代都会有的挣扎者；一句由地上长出来的“枝繁叶茂”的话语。同时，我希望它们像千人千面的妖镜一样闪在观者们的面前。
I think of myself as a mute in front of the canvas with my paintings as my only means of expression and communication.
Maybe all painters are the same in that every painting is produced under such a weird kind of logic. Painters are tongue-tied people. They lose the ability to speak words when standing in front of the canvas. They feel clear language and sentences are no longer available to them. Their ideas and heart can only be expressed with the use of the paint brush.
What I want to express is not in fact a painting. It is not a sentence, a story, or even a monkey playing the drums. I want to tell a new kind of story about myself and all people as beings who have struggled throughout time and grown up out of the earth. I hope that my works stand in front of the audience like a fun-house mirror.
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